Btw #14 – October Illusion

It all ended very fine. Now I have a boyfriend, a group to sing with, a reason to keep studying and a motivation to move my life ahead.

About the boyfriend… Remember The Flawless? Yeah, him. Imagine now all the good things The Eternal had, plus living next to me, plus being a musicist. Also, he’s just as sunnova bitch as me. And we play games together. Result? We’re in love.

About the band: Well, boy, that was hard. After lots of ins and outs, they decided officially that I would be the only singer and we made the show. Yaaaaaay! It was awesome! I didn’t make any big mistake, and improvised when the drum failed, so I guess I was pretty good for my first show. :3 *feeling awesome*

The rest are consequences of everything that’s happiness…

Oops, I meant *happening. :P

Btw #11

So many things are happening…

Remember The Fraternal? I guess I’ll change his codename to The Flawless, because he is.
He plays drums, guitar, bass, composes, he says he’s bad at singing but I like his voice and he coordinates the whole band.

Last sunday after training the whole band hang out. Everyone but The Glitter. The Glitter is The Flawless girlfriend, and the band’s first vocal. Well, she’s loosing my respect day after day. We’ll make a show next sunday and with only one week I know the songs better than her! Is it only me or is there something wrong?

Well, not that I actually care, she’s just a glitter. Those things go away with a little blow.

Even though I feel bad for her.

I mean, let’s see. She has a powerful voice but she doesn’t look like she’s really trying to sing well. Also, she sings totally out of the rythm and skipping lots of words. So, she isn’t like, in the band. She is like, trying to get people playing for her, doesn’t matter who or what. And boy, this sucks.

I… I wanna sing with them. They’re all talented people and they’re all awesome and jesus christ this is my dream! I couldn’t be happier by being in the same band that those ridiculously awesome human beings!

And in the end I realize that I said a lot of things just to say that I’m way too happy.

Idiot.